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Not My Memory of Choice by ~querida000:iconquerida000:





My heart is pounding
I don’t how I got myself here
It wasn’t a conscious decision
I just said I’d come with you

I now, I admit to myself my fear
Not of you; you don’t scare me
I’m afraid of my two opposing sides
Of the side of me I didn’t know

You’re gazing out the window, smoking
I can’t tell if you care that I’m here
You do turn then, and return my glance
A smile; you reach to brush my cheek

The touch so soft and simple
I nod and lean into your hand
You lean toward me, holding my face
The first, slow, perfect kiss

My body turns to meet you
My arms slide up to keep you here
I feel your hand move down
Touching. More than I’ve been touched. More.
Touching.


I wake from this daydreamed memory
In the classroom, dozing off again
You text me, a reply to my hesitant question
“Yes, I have a girlfriend now”

Sorry. I put the phone away.
©2008-2009 ~querida000
:iconquerida000:

Author's Comments

FIRST OFF: to ~crownofashes and ~spiritrider08, I KNOW you two will be the best girls ever and immediately know what this is about. But try to be nice. =)

Anyway. This...was, as usual with my poetry attempts, merely to get something off my chest. I was not paying attention in Trig, and I decided to get this out of my head.

And I really like it, actually. Very much my style.

So, hope you enjoy. Just for fun...to mock all guys everywhere who are players through and through.

(C) ~querida000

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:iconcrownofashes:
wow. this is....beautiful.

--
I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing. -Yvaine, Stardust
:iconquerida000:
thanks, chape. it was really an outlet, you know? it really got me past the hard feelings. thanks for faving it, too. i appreciate it.

--
"I'm the monster. I'm the villain. What perfection. What precision! I'm the Repo! Legal assassin!"
-Repo! the Genetic Opera (Nathan/RepoMan)

"Feelings are overrated, if you ask me."
"Beats being an angel."
(Supernatural, 4x10)
:iconcrownofashes:
no prob! that's what big bros are for right? haha

--
I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing. -Yvaine, Stardust
:iconquerida000:
*headshots!* lolz.

--
"I'm the monster. I'm the villain. What perfection. What precision! I'm the Repo! Legal assassin!"
-Repo! the Genetic Opera (Nathan/RepoMan)

"Feelings are overrated, if you ask me."
"Beats being an angel."
(Supernatural, 4x10)
:iconcrownofashes:
daggers are obsolete. I glare rocket launchers.

--
I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing. -Yvaine, Stardust
:iconquerida000:
lalaLA! i lurv you!!

--
"I'm the monster. I'm the villain. What perfection. What precision! I'm the Repo! Legal assassin!"
-Repo! the Genetic Opera (Nathan/RepoMan)

"Feelings are overrated, if you ask me."
"Beats being an angel."
(Supernatural, 4x10)
:iconcrownofashes:
lalala. right back atcha ya.

--
I want to make something imagined, not recalled? But sometimes everything I write with the threadbare art of my eye seems a snapshot, lurid, rapid, garish, grouped, heightened from life, yet paralyzed by fact. - Epilogue, Robert Lowell

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